Anybody have time to sponsor me?

[outofhiding]

Hey guys,

It's 3:45 am and I relapsed a while ago, and now I feel like crap and can't sleep. I just ranted about it in my journal on this site.

Anyways, I find that I keep relapsing. I am persistent in SAYING that that is the last time ever, I am done, etc. etc. etc., but for some reason I can't go for more then a few days clean.

I know I can be persistent and keep trying. I'm not going to give up till this damn monkey is off my back. But I think it'd be beneficial to have a sponsor to help me out. I have a buddy, a good friend of mine, who I can talk to about my addiction/problems, but a sponsor would be something different, something I could really use.

So if you have the time and are willing, I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks!,

outofhiding