What I Am Going Through

[soaddicted]

Hey My Name Is Soaddicted I Should Change My Name On My Birth Certificate To That..i Am Going Through A Horrible Turmoil,i Am in Agonyand Pleasure At The Same Time,i Need To Release All My Thoughts But Trust No One With Them,for If My Secret Gets Out No One Will Understand...its Like Drowning In Your Sorrows And Coming Up For Air But No One Is There To Greet You With A Helping Hand,maybe I Should Stand On My Feet,but I Am To Weak And Dont Know How,well I Just Wanted To Say That Little Pieace For Now...untill Later

[CRM114]

Soaddicted, I know it's a scary time for you right now, but there is help. If it means anything from another poster, don't let feeling ashamed stop you from discussing some details if that is needed to help you heal.

I am still very new here but I think you should feel free to share whatever you feel you need to.

Anyway, welcome aboard.

[Dominus]

Soaddicted. Firstly you are not alone, and not the only person with this problem. Porn exploits our natural desire for sex and focuses it in an unhealthy direction. But it is possible to defeat the addiction. Do you have anybody to turn to? A husband, a close friend, a parent? It is a lot easier with help, but even alone you can do it and hold your head up. If it is too difficult to beat then start by ridding yourself of the temptation around you. A smoker trying to quit would not be assisted by having cigarettes in the house, likewise cancel your internet subscription or get rid of your computer. Use the computer in a local library or a friends house if you need to go online. You will find you have a whole load of new time on your hands which you can spend with your 3 beautiful children instead. 21 is young young young, quit this now and feel the freedom.

We are here for you, feel free to post as often as you need to.