I'm trying to stop this madness

[Dane]

Thanks a lot!

It's now day 8 and I feel very good! Over one week sober feels great!
Long time sins that've happened!

Shure, it's not easy. Thoughts about P penetrates my mind, but I'll mannage!

[Dane]

11 days and still sober!
But now it's hard. My whife just went out and I'm home alone.
Normaly I would mb to p right away, but I will try not to!

It's hard... But 11 days is really good I think! It must have been years sins it've been
11 days

[Cobalt]

Hey, congrats on your success, and here's to more!

-Cobalt

[projecto]

Good job Dane! Keep it up! We're all cheering for you! Whoo hooo!

[Dane]

Dear diary:

13 days sober!
Thats almost two weeks!! It's really hard now, I can feel the "tention" in my body.
I think about P, a lot! But I havn't done it yet.

One really hard obsticle are comming tho.. We just ordered satalite tv, and one of
the channels there, are the adult channel..
I don't want to look at it and I have talket with my whife about it.
But I will mannage! It's about a month before we have it, and who knows? Maby I'm
even stronger then!?

[nikola]

Bravo Dane!
Keep it up and don't give up!
You are one of us, your success is our success!

[Dane]

Thank you Nikola!

It've now been 15 days and I'm starting to realize how hard this is gonna be..
I have thought about erotika, a lot. And a lot of things reminds me of it.
Commersals on tv, comments by friends, popups on internet and magazines in the store.

Pictures of beautiful girls are everywhere! And I so badly want to look at it.
And in the second I think about it, I find nothing wrong with it eather..

But 15 days is great! Over two weaks mates! Happy with that

I can't give you guys, ore myself, any garantee that I wouln't fail.. But I am doing my
very best!

But a question I would like to see an answer to (don't know if there is any?)
Will I ever lose the interest of looking at beautiful women?
Because it's kind of a natural thing. Males watches females and females watches males.
And at the same time, I have a huge interest in the human body. I work out a lot, and my whife to. And I think that one of the most beautiful things in this world, is a good looking, healthy humanbeeng. Both male and female. It don't have to be sexual, it's just beautiful to watch. And that makes the urge of looking at girls even bigger..

If I don't lose that interest. This will be a problem that sticks to me for the rest of my life...? I'm just thinking here, nobody needs to answer.

Time will show!

[showmelove]

Hi Dane,

I'm just going to share how I feel, take it for what it is, just my experience. On my first tries to stop p everyday felt like a struggle. I was holding back on something I enjoyed so much. After a few tries at least I got the result that my consumption of P slowed down significantly. After a few months of that I started to see results in my well being. After a while you learn to identify all the things that p does to you that isn't good for you. But it takes an extended period of avoiding it before you see that. But then slowly the want to look at p starts to go away because you have experienced the difference in your well being. I never loose interest in looking at women. But I have learned that it is not good for me. A glance here and there alright, sometimes more but yes I try to avoid it, and P I avoid like the plague because I know and have experienced that it is no good for me. It makes me less of a man, more afraid, less confident, more like a wuzz. The kick I got from p I can get from talking with a real girl at a bar or if I had one, a girlfriend. When you stop p a long time ordinary life will start to give you the same erotic kicks because you will become more sexually sensitive again.

[Dane]

Thank you!

And what you say is true! I'm now at day 16 and I noticed that I find my whife
more sexy now! Strange, I've always thought she's hot, but something's different!
And we had sex twice yesterday and once a few minutes ago.

Something's changing and I like it!

[showmelove]

Dane, stop that, you're bragging!