By this point you have probably thoroughly broken down the daily rituals that used to routinely trip you up, cause you to look at P. 37 Days is huge.
Now be on your hyper-vigilant guard against the 'little things' that can cause your mind to gradually shift into dangerous territory and then make you fall in a heap.
Experience tells me this problem (of rationalizing looking at soft stuff or wrong thinking) is nagging and goes away much much slower than the physical act of stopping P viewing.
You are there now and congratulations. It's like you have grown a beautiful garden, now tend it with care!
Day 43
Thanks for your tip and your kind words Daniel!
I had an "almost relapse" a few days ago, but I am really doing very good now! To be honest I really miss p, but I'm starting to see that I can live without it!
The other thing I miss, is mb'ing. Couse it doesn't work without p,
don't know why.. But I just can't do it.
But mb'ing ain't the most important thing in my life, so I'll survive
And like I saw Dave say, nothing can take that record away. Nice run!
Watch out for the tendency to wallow in the slime now that the timer has been reset so to speak. I used to do this, only reason I bring it up.
There's no reason to add to your pain.
It's nice to see (apparently anyway), that you're not beating yourself up about the slip. That's good. It's your mind that's important. More so than 'performance' on staying clean etc..
Thanks! I have no reason for beating my self up at this time.
Cause I've mannaged to get some pretty good results here I think! I wach p SO MUCH LESS now then what I used to do!
So I have all reason to be happy!
"Watch out for the tendency to wallow in the slime now that the timer has been reset so to speak. I used to do this, only reason I bring it up."
I know... This have been a problem earlier, and it have crossed my mind allready. But I'll try, okey?
09-07-2008, 10:02 PM
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