steering off porn, but still on MB -
06-26-2008, 12:17 AM
i know MB isnt such a big problem but i still struggle with it and i still consider it to be porn because i think of things when i do it cause i cant do it just there everytime i close my eyes images pop up and i really dont like that grrrr but i have not looked at porn in about 9 days and im happy with myself. Plz help me with the other thing plz
Hi there,
I'm not sure if this is helpful to you, but I hope so.
Sounds like you're suffering a bit of pink-elephant syndrome. If I said to you "Dont think of pink elephants", naturally, the first thing you are going to think of is pink elephants.
Sometimes if I want to prevent certain thoughts/images popping into my head when I'm MB'ing, I have found the best thing to do is to focus on thoughts/images that ARE acceptable to me. eg, less objectionable/hardcore
I've seen some posts in this forum mentioning the possibility of MB'ing without any thoughts/imagery, but to me personally this is a bit unrealistic, bordering on impossible. Still, you may think differently. All the best.
When I was young it seemed that life was so wonderful.... a miracle. Oh it was beautiful, magical.
Last edited by Scooter; 06-27-2008 at 02:10 AM.
Reason: removing potential triggers
Hello Iblivin4givinru, You story seems to be fluctuating quite a bit Lots of highs and lows. Im glad hopefully things are starting to stabalise for you though. I would strongly suggest starting a journal and asking one of the mods to move your posts into one thread. This will allow yourself, and others to keep a track of your journey morefully. As i think this is why your post has gone unnoticed.
Wish you the best of strength.
FM
__________________________________________________ ___ Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.Martin Luther King Jr
as of right now i am sitting on my computer with no one around and typing this post hahahaha. and i have had the erge to look at porn and i made the best DECISSION EVER I AM NOT GONNA LOOK AT IT NO MATTER WHAT!!!!! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF
"I am a fighter, I will fight this addiction to the end, I am not going to give up that easily. You can tempt or arouse me, but I am not going to give up." - Fox
Dude really great and all, But i think you need to ask a Mod to put your 14 posts into one thread. As they are scattered everywhere, and quite hard to follow your journey.
Glad things are getting better for you, and your feeling proud of yourself.
__________________________________________________ ___ Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.Martin Luther King Jr
I hope I can help others, I have relapsed because I allowed myself to get into a situation that allowed me to do P. I'm back on the wagon again and learned a lesson.
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