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I found myself cruising from video to video on youtube today. I started to work toward some pretty borderline/triggering videos, but managed to catch myself when I realized it was going in that direction successfully avoiding a slip. I worked out hard today and now am completely exhausted and hungry, humm I wonder what's in the fridge! With that I'm off to forage, God bless folks!
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- 11-16-2011 06:25 AM #21
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- 11-17-2011 08:52 AM #22 is From the shallow I watch as
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- 11-17-2011 09:01 PM #23
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Originally Posted by ocja0201 
I stay away from there if I can. I do use it a lot, to find out how to do something, but I notice, that no matter what it is, you are looking at, for some reason, something always is there that can trigger us. but in saying that, if we come across something that we know we shouldn't look at, we do have the choice to not look at it.
Keep working out the way you are, even if you do get exhausted by doing it. And what did you find in the fridge to eat?
Congrats on day 13, keep it up
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Do you have a internet filter installed on your computer yet?
If not, use K9 it is free, wont cost you a dime. not only will you save money, but you will save yourself from acting out.... Just a thought
- 11-17-2011 10:26 PM #24 is From the shallow I watch as
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Thanks, I found some carrots, yogurt, cookies, and other goodies in there. It was an amazing experience! Originally Posted by IN NEED OF HELP
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I hope you did save some of the cookies, and didn't just think about yourself, and ate all of them.
I hope all is going good for you my friend.
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- 11-18-2011 07:31 AM #26 is From the shallow I watch as
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Thanks Gerald, yep I'm going from day to day without really being tempted it feels good. It is important during times like these to not let my guard down.
- 11-18-2011 07:55 AM #27
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I go on You Tube quite a bit. But my searches have been all clean for 48 Days. I know what key words not to type. Yahoo is worse, their video section got me in the worse trouble a couple months ago and pretty much all my relapses. That's why I started my 100% clean journal. Now I consider any borderline material a violation because I believe it's all triggers triggers triggers. Like pull the trigger back enough times and BANG you shot yourself again! Ouch!
- 11-19-2011 07:18 AM #28 is From the shallow I watch as
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Though I did not yield I was certainly tempted today. Hanging out with certain friends makes it harder to avoid temptation as their lack of control fuels my own lack of control.
- 11-20-2011 07:19 AM #29 is From the shallow I watch as
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I was hit pretty hard today by the temptation train today, fortunately I managed to stay above water though. Glad I get to go to church tomorrow that will help.
- 11-21-2011 10:04 AM #30 is From the shallow I watch as
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