"P" is tenacious.

[BestShot]

Hi Everyone,

I had a good 3 or 4 urge free days but today was a little different. "P" called me a little bit. Not too strong but it definitely made it's presence known to me. I am a little disappointed because I was hoping that the urges were gone for good.

Despite the fact that there were urges they were way less powerful than the ones I experienced before. I can handle them much better and I can channel my energy more easily into something productive.

I feel much better now that I am writing to all of you. I know there will be no "P" today :) This place is the best!

I have things I need to do at work so I better get to it. I wish I could spend more time HERE writing, reading and talking to other people.

Oh well, work calls!

Stay strong everybody....make it a great day!

BestShot

[Charly22]

I am a little disappointed because I was hoping that the urges were gone for good.

A strong armor is necessary, and urges are always going to present themselves.....I have heard others say that it does get easier, it does diminish in its intensity, but always waiting, always lurking, are the urges, waiting for you to be vulnerable.

Armor up!

Glad you are here!

[TYC113]

I agree with Charly.