I will be a victory...

[aj1976]

I will be a victory… journal entry 3. Hello everyone i haven’t been on here in awhile but so far things have been going great I haven’t had any relapses or anything I’ve been keeping myself in check by maintaining self-control and focusing on myself and my girlfriend , sometimes in the back of my mind I get that urge to want and go look and porn again. Most times i find myself getting the urge is when I’m bored, alone, stressed out, or when I have anxiety about things. I really have been trying to focus on other things that I like which is music (hard rock and heavy metal) reading books watching movies etc. I think that if you really invest your time in other activities, it can really reduce the urge to look, I also do not want to hurt my girlfriend again she means so much to me and I love her very much. Sometimes I’m afraid that I might have another relapse but I know that I have to be strong and positive and to always keep my head up no matter how hard things get, well that’s all for now, hope everyone is doing well. Until next time…

[IN NEED OF HELP]

Aj

Now I see why I am missing your journals. can I say one thing. It would be better if you just start one journal, and keep posting in it. I see that when you come on, you start a new thread each time. so keep one journal going, post in it, and we will be able to help you better if you need it