I will be a victory...

[aj1976]

Well, here it goes my first online journal i know where porn all started for me, it came from my father when i was young i remember that when i would go to bed he would watch "movies" i also remember that one time when we went to 7-11 he bought a magazine while i was with him in the store the man behind the counter turned it over so i couldn't see what was on the cover. I guess it was around the time i was in middle school when i discovered some magazines in the basement that my dad had hidden away, and i remember looking at them and of course like any normal teenage boy being turned on by all those images. Once my dad found out that i had discovered them, he moved them to a new spot. I had to know where he moved them to, i wanted to see more, and of course at that time i didnt know that porn would become such a huge problem and a addiction, but now that i look back on it i can see why it became a addiction and a problem just by wanting to see more and more. Now my father is not a bad person by any means i had a good childhood and i love my dad. Well that's it for now, there's still alot more to come.

[IN NEED OF HELP]

Aj

I am so sorry that I havent replied sooner. I replied to you new member post, but I didn't realize that you had started this journal. Again I am so sorry
I havent seen you back here in a while, I am just hoping that you are ok my friend.

I can really relate to your story. I started out at a young age, looking at manginess. then from there it just got worse for me. when I got a computer back in 1993, and then got the internet, this was just a new beginning to a lot of problems. As soon as I saw that I had all this stuff I could get to, I just dove right in. I will not lie, I became a very hardcore porn lover, there was nothing better. But all it done for me, was to turn me into a sick, perverted man. the way I felt about woman changed, and then I just started using them.
I am so glad that I am working on being free from all of this.

Well I know you havent been back, but I am hoping that maybe my your email, you will see that someone responded to your journal, and this will make you decide to come back
So please come back to TTF. I will make it a point to keep track of your journey if you do, and I will always be here for you.

Hope to see you back my friend

[Jon Doe 109]

Defiantly relate to finding pop's stash, that's how I started too - "I just read the articles" came up a few times over the years...
Thanks for sharing...
Jon