Telling my story.

[Tony1983]

My name is Tony I am 27 and I have been an Mb addict since the age of 13. I guess I used it to cope with everything, didn't know I was addicted for another 13 years. At the age of 18 I threw P in their as well, been addicted to it ever since. The first time I tried to have intercourse I couldn't get an erection because of my addiction, but at the time I didn't know, so I thought I was sick. I used Viagra and cialis until the age of 26 when the pills stopes working. Because of that I lost a girl that I loved very deeply. My doctor told me that the number one reason for ED among healthy young males is P and Mb abuse. I have tried a few times to stop. The longest I've gone has been 7 days. My most recent attempt lasted two and a half days. The cravings were really strong the forst two days but when they started to subside my motivation wavered. I almost came to tears. 2 years ago I was able to quit smoking. I figured quoting Mb and P would be kind of the same thing. But this addiction is much older and much stronger. Ofcourse I will try again. Because I have no choise but to seek a normal life. This story, my story is and has always been my biggest most guarded secret. Telling someone about it sharing it is a big weight off my shoulders, and thanks to others in this site I still have hope that I can beat this, after reading stories about people that have gone weeks months or years sober, I think to myself that if they can do it so can I. Today starts my newest attempt at sobriety from P and Mb, thanks to everyone for sharing your stories, bless you all.

[Phil413]

Hi, Tony. Welcome!

Telling someone about it sharing it is a big weight off my shoulders, and thanks to others in this site I still have hope that I can beat this, after reading stories about people that have gone weeks months or years sober, I think to myself that if they can do it so can I.

That is exactly right. None of us is magical, none of us is superhuman. If any of us can do it, you can do it too.

Today starts my newest attempt at sobriety from P and Mb, thanks to everyone for sharing your stories, bless you all.

Excellent! I hope your very first step will be to put an Internet filter, such as K9, on your computer. If you put P out of reach, and you know it's out of reach, you'll find quitting much easier.

Phil

[2frustrated]

Welcome here, and welcome to your new life. Visit here every day, and you will be surprised at the effect.