Nearly there...

[Frustrated]

Monday will be one week without P. It's not much to celebrate, but it is a victory. It's one that I savor and appreciate as each day builds upon the next and the next. I'm calm, but focused...ready to beat my addiction and to reclaim a life that has become a faded memory.

[Desert Ghost]

Well you have made a good beginning. Just keep reminding yourself that clean (P-free, MB-free) is healthy.

[Frustrated]

During the past 2-3 days I've been drifting back to my old haunts. I haven't been masturbating nor downloading but I have been allowing myself to 'peek' in on former sites I use to frequent. It reminds me of when I'd quit drinking nearly two years ago. It seemed then that my SUV had a mind of it's own mysteriously pulling toward liquor outlets as I drove into town. In time the urges eased and with day after day, week after week of sobriety they ceased completely. I know that with time and resolve my urges to 'peek' in on former porn sites will cease as well. The simple act of talking (writing) about this out loud has already filled me with renewed focus.

[Charly22]

This is why most will explain that you can't do it on willpower alone.....

Has anyone told about the filter for your computer called K9? It's free.....

[Frustrated]

Reading through the SO journals and realizing the angst and pain of what they go through hits home with me. I put myself in the place of the writers of those incites and try to imagine what my former lovers must have been feeling as I alienated them sexually. As I reflect on my past I also struggle to understand the word 'boredom'. I read it quite often here on TTF but I'm at a loss as to what it really means. Is 'boredom' meant as with life in general...not enough to fill your present time...the lack of sexual energy and excitement in the bedroom?