Old Habits Die Hard - Dominus's journal

[FoolishMind]

How was your break Dominus? Hope your keeping well, give us the update!

[Dominus]

Well thanks for asking FM, my time away wasnt a break in the sense of a holiday but a work project taking down a house.

The sober counter reports that I am at 106 days so I bust the 100 day barrier whilst away which is great. I have to say that it seems to get easier all the time, I no longer feel the 'defy all logic' urge to look at porn and I feel I can now trust myself alone with the computer. that said I know how easy it is to slip up so I am still wary. Its great to know that my I don't have to keep clearing the address bar, browser history and cookies because I have nothing to hide - I like that feeling.

So yeah, things are going good today, no doubt difficult times still lie ahead, but as the wise man said 'I dont worry about the future, it comes soon enough' - Einstein I think???

[HalfPint]

sweet, congratulations. I'm quite close to making it to the 100 day mark. In fact, I'm finishing up my 98th day. w00t . . . keep it up man, your doing great. oh, and welcome back.

[FoolishMind]

FM stands with his head down, for a minutes silence in total respect of the 106 days of Dominus. (guns and cannons fire in the background, God save our Queen is played by the loud bellowing trumpets of the P free army)

Dominus, WE SALUTE YOU!

[Inshi]

Well done Dominus!Keep up the good work, its a great achievement. Cant wait for FM to pass the 100 mark. We are all proud of u!

[FairyG]

Great stuff, well done from me, too!

[Dominus]

Thanks guys n gals, most encouraging. FM you are one crazy dude, where do you dream up this stuff? I wish I had half your imagination!

[HalfPint]

I was about ready to say that the reason he comes up with crazy stuff is because he's from the UK, but then . . . I saw that your from the UK as well and decided against saying it (j/k by the way).

I don't know, foolish is in the first part of his nickname lol, again j/k. I'm in a goofy mood today. Anyways, dominus, I envy you, your ahead of me. I'm going to try to catch up to you. Which means you better not "crash" so that I can keep trying to catch up to you, that way I'll always keep trying harder and harder. Your a wonderful example for us all, and its wonderful to walk in your steps.

[castaway16]

wow Dominus ! 106 .. ! today should be 108 I guess .... MARVELOUS !

I really like the part where you mentioned that it felt nice to have nothing to hide ... indeed ! I was just fed up with my "double-personality" .. but now that I have no "secret life" .. it feels really satisfying !!

Bravo dude !

[admin]

Dominus, great work my friend! It's interesting to read FM's reply, when he says the P free army, it actually makes me smile, because in a sense, we are sort of creating a "counter culture" here which really looks at the situation and asks some hard questions, like "is this really making my life better? is it making me happier?" and realizing the difficult answer is "no" but as a single voice, no is not always strong enough to fight back at the multi billion dollar machine that drives our popular culture. But as a group I think it is much easier, and by supporting each other there is greater strength that by going it alone.

I see Dominus as a gentle general in the P free army, helping to lead the charge Thanks for all the kind support you have given out here, Dominus, and good luck on the next 100 days and the lifetime beyond!