Flight to the Stars/Skies - StarPuppy Journal/Diary

[Crisodian]

Earplugs maybe?

[StarPuppy]

its not about earplug..its about the voice itself become so annoying over time that just the sight of the person opening their mouth to talk to you is already a annoyance

[Crisodian]

AG will have to tell you his secret for being able to tune that kind of person out. He's VERY good at it.

[StarPuppy]

i just hate LOUD people over time..a little is ok but it becomes pure annoying..

thats what girlfriend does when shes annoyed or trying to get her poin or during a argument..hello! i am not deaf..can't we all talk nicely?

although she has apologized for her temper every time a argument happens which means taken a step back but habits like this are hard to change

[castaway16]

Hi SP,

I hate loud people too. Sorry, let me correct that, it sometimes gets on my nerves when people get loud, but I don't hate loud people, hope that makes sense. :)

Every now and then you might get loud, it just depends on your threshold, and the listening side's definition of loud/annoying. And maybe habits like this are hard to change, but it's something you could work it out with your SO, even if it takes lots of time and effort, right ? After all, PA too is a *very* hard habit to change, let alone live with. ;) (btw, kudos for being strong on that front !)

[castaway16]

Hey SP, been quite a while. Hope everything is good.

[StarPuppy]

Currently 8 days P/MB Free

I have been going to Church for the past 2 weeks, I was touched when i went back because one of the worship songs sounded so familiar at the start but i wasn't very sure and so i said "Lord, if this is the song that i want to hear, show me that this is the song You want me to worship You with" and it was..

I had some strong urges initially but i asked Lord for strength and guidance and it is working well so far.

I am on leave for the whole week before going back to army for 1 week and that ends my service in the army.

Anyway i enjoy fellowshipping with fellow brothers and sisters and listening to the Word. I hope this week will be a good and fruitful week for me

[StarPuppy]

Its 2.45 am here and no strong urges, just a slight headache but i am feeling inner peace.

I have came to realize that God made us guys sxual creatures, it is normal to have "high sx drives". However, it is the media and the devil we call "lust" that is causing all the trouble. They thrive on the endless cycle of having more

Ephesians 4:19 (New International Version)

19Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, with a continual lust for more.

Ephesians 4:19 (The Message)(Easier understanding)
17-19And so I insist—and God backs me up on this—that there be no going along with the crowd, the empty-headed, mindless crowd. They've refused for so long to deal with God that they've lost touch not only with God but with reality itself. They can't think straight anymore. Feeling no pain, they let themselves go in sexual obsession, addicted to every sort of perversion.

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We have to understand that the reason we guys have high sx drives is because we are tested our determination to keep ourselves pure and save it for our future soul partner

Hebrews 13:4 (New International Version)
4Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral.

Hebrews 13:4 (The Message)(Easier understanding)
Honor marriage, and guard the sacredness of sexual intimacy between wife and husband. God draws a firm line against casual and illicit sex.

i would like all PAs who reads my journal, try to understand the severity of MB based on Ephesians 4:19

I feel ashamed that i once had been lusting over flesh(such as attracted to women being dressed provocative) and not looking at people for who they really are. My only desire now is that i can find a partner who is optimistic, faithful and understands that keeping one self pure for their soulmate.

I guess thats all for today..i better find some food..i am hungry o:-)

[Daniel]

These are good SP.

For any of those PAs here who are Christ-followers, you cannot dodge these Scriptures and they speak volumes to the problem of P PERIOD. And in so doing also explain how the collateral damage can get so out of hand, as life begins to be formed around S/P or S/P/MB...

Daniel

[StarPuppy]

Thanks Daniel, i would like to give credit to the Lord and the writer(Joshua Harris) of the book[Sex is not the problem(lust is)]

A great book for those who struggle with P/MB