My Struggle - HalfPint

[FoolishMind]

20 days!!! What a fantastic milestone. Well done HP

[HalfPint]

20 days!!! What a fantastic milestone. Well done HP

Thank you very much!

You know . . . thats exactly one of the reasons I've been doing so well. You know. You guys are part of my strength. If it wasn't for the praises and the encouraging comments you guy have been making, then I might not have made it this far. I want to thank you all. I have successfully made it through 21 days, also known as 3 weeks. Its amazing that its been that long. I can almost start to feel my strength get stronger and stronger with every day of "undersizes" I can feel my resistance towards lust grow as I keep getting farther and farther away from the porn that so controlled my life for nearly 10 years.

[Light]

Sweet! :D

Keep it up HP!

[Inshi]

Well done!!!Really pleased for you..

[valjean77]

Excellent, man. Stay clean long enough and it won't really even seem like a struggle anymore, more like a way of life.

[HalfPint]

Well, I haven't posted the last day or so because I've been really busy, but on the flip side, being busy was a good thing because it kept my mind occupied. I've stayed clean these last few days. So this brings me up to 23 days (3 weeks 2 days).

[HalfPint]

wow . . . I cant believe its been 2 days since I've posted. College must be busier than I thought it was. Anywho, tonight marks 25 clean days. Its almost a month (3 weeks and 4 days). Its a mazing that I've made it this far, and as I've said all along, I'm quite sure that I could not have done it without Gods strength, and I'm quite sure that I could not have done it without everyones support on this forum. Again I say thank you for the encouraging messages you have all sent me. When I First joined I thought "heck, theres no way that anyone on this forum gives a rats behind about me, and my "journey" to being porn and masturbation free". I was completely and 100% wrong. You guys have been 100% behind me and supportive and encouraging of me the entire way, and I thank you all for that. This has been an amazing 3 weeks and 4 days. I cant quite say I've ever felt this way before. I feel like I'm getting stronger with each day that passes, even though I may be tempted and may start to think about things I shouldn't, its not like it was before, now I can control those thoughts a little more. Also I don't know if anyone recalls some of my origional posts but I remember saying something about how I'm constantly dreaming dreams that can get me in trouble and in a couple of cases made me think about things I shouldn't have the entire next day. I think for about a week now I have not had those dreams. Its like the thoughts, the images, they're all being purged from my mind and I'm so great full and blessed that they are.

[FoolishMind]

I feel like I'm getting stronger with each day that passes, even though I may be tempted and may start to think about things I shouldn't, its not like it was before, now I can control those thoughts a little more.

Im right behind you on this HP! Seriously well done, I am about a week behind you in my own journey, and you truly motivate me. Thank you.

[Light]

I can't speak for anyone else here, but HP, I was in your shoes and your story reminds me a lot of myself when I was younger. Pornography put a big dent in my life back in high school and college. I wish someone was there to support me back then, so it's the least I can do now for you here. I really do care about you and I want you to live the best life possible. I know from experience that that life is a porn free one. :)

Keep up the great work!

[clog]

Dear HalfPint,

Just to say - you're a real inspiration and motivation to me and I'm sure that goes for many of us on this forum. I'm still in my first week, so well behind you. But I hope you stay ahead and I keep following at the same distance!

I'm really pleased for you that you are tackling this at this stage in your life. I wish I had confronted the problem at your age and not let this go on for 30 years or so. Things would have been so different.

But, there isn't much point in looking back. The future is ours, and it looks so much brighter than the past.

Keep going!

Clog.