Doing well

[edjames71]

I'm doing pretty good after having a scare a few days ago. Next week will be 2 months of without an issue. I'm so happy about it. Even with the massive stress with my wife....I haven't broken. Even living alone now with internet access there is no desire to even look at porn or contact anyone. I'm in a good place with my recovery and nothing is going to stop me from beating this.

I have 2 focus in my life right now...my kids and my recovery. As for my wife...well that is up to her whether she wants me back. I'm giving up worrying about it.

I'm in a good place.


Ed

[exteberria]

Thats great Ed, congratulations!

[Andy Detgy]

Congrats man!
How do you feel about different areas of your life since quitting?
I´m on day 16 and I´ve noticed a lot of changes:D

[edjames71]

I've notice a big difference. I feel better about myself....I talk more about how I feel. It was rock bottom for me when my wife caught me again on Mardh 11th. I feel better with each day of sober. I feel almost empowered.

There are aspects of my life right now that make it hard to stay sober (state of my marriage) but I can't let that stop my recovery.