The addict

[Cupcakemomma]

Hey Cyber,
I know this is kinda unrelated, but similar, and maybe will help?
I was a drug addict, as was my ex. We used together, lost everything together, and when push came to shove, I found getting clean fairly quick after the first rough patch of withdrawls. I went to a recovery program, and I went to meetings. So did he. I found myself at 3 years clean, and he found himself staring down the end of his pipe. I don't think that staying sober "easily" (it really wasn't easy, but it was neccesary) makes someone less of an addict. My ex is STILL 6 years later struggling for sobriety. I bet he could relate more than I. I guess my point is that, while it may seem like it comes so easy to some people, it really isn't. I still struggle with cravings, and thoughts of using, especially since my BF's SA came to light. I am thinking good thoughts your way, and hoping you can find a way to beat this thing. >:D<