Crisodian

[RMH]

I just wanted to say, I wrote in my own journal the other night, then came here for some reading to hopefully help clear my mind. I was looking through the journals and came across yours - "learning to let go" and read the first page to see where your journey had started...

It's amazing, my own journal that night mimicked almost word for word what your journal does. I had just finished writing that I was letting go of the control becuase it was driving me absolutely BATTY that I felt this need to control absolutely EVERYTHING......


Let me tell you too - since that day a week ago, I have felt more at peace with myself then I have in a very long time. I told my SO (who is halway across the world right now) that I was no longer watching him. I refused to get monitoring software, etc. He's a grown man and has made his choices in life, now he can live with them.

Mine, however, ended in me saying that we would be seperating for good once he got back. Whether we actually do or not will be completely up to him, his willingness to admit he has an addiction and willingness to put his family/marriage ahead of all else.... If he can't show me that, then the permanent seperation and impendin divorce will continue.


BUT - I was so relieved when I saw your post! I looked at and read some more posts sort of as a 'big sister' kind of thing.. Lol So, thanks for being a big Sis! :)

[Crisodian]

RMH,
Apologies for taking so long to respond to this. My life has been kooky busy with kids, school & work. :)

I'm glad my story helps others. I am glad others see inspiration and can connect with what I have shared. All of us here are kind of like a big family, supporting one another as we find out way towards healing and hope.

I hope you continue to find much success on your path to healing.

Find peace,
~C~