No Happy Ending in Sight

[Broken Spirit]

Unfortunately, I am introducing myself as one that once lived a fairy tale existence with my second husband. Now I find that some things weren't disclosed to me before we got married and I am devastated. I have been reading the forums as a guest for a while and decided it was time to introduce myself.

I found out about my husband's P use a few years ago. I saw it in the history of his work computer. He denied it. I confronted him with it last year after I discovered he was staying up late at night to view it after I was asleep. He tried to lie his way out of it, but I wasn't having it when I knew that he did it and could not blame it on someone else in our home. I am very upset and have been running the gamut of emotions since then.

I have been educating myself on P and have come to the conclusion that I cannot live with it. Though he has promised he has stopped since my confrontation, only time will tell. I am relieved to finally find somewhere that I can discuss all that I am going through to help me find my way back to myself. I don't like the insecure person that I have become and I don't want to become someone that I won't like even more. Thank you for being here and thank you for allowing me to be a part of this support network for those of us that are affected by this disease as a PA or a SO.

[Crisodian]

Broken,
Welcome to TTF. I am the SO of a PA who has been in recovery since September 2009.

You will find a large, caring, supportive group of SOs here to help you on your path to healing.

We look forward to walking the path with you.

Find peace,
~C~

[Broken Spirit]

Thank you for the welcome, Crisodian.

I am thinking that I put this under the wrong area, but wasn't quite sure when I posted where to put it. I found the place after I had already posted. If you need to move it, I will be able to locate it.;)