here i am yet again

[downthedrains]

ok! breathe!

so back in the day i tried to quit p and even joined this site and i think I lasted for 10 days. now i want this to be gone from my life. pls help!!!
i have a better and bigger collection now (500gb). and i am just finding it hard to delete.

My old thread here:
What has become of me?

[JenMac]

ok! breathe!

so back in the day i tried to quit p and even joined this site and i think I lasted for 10 days. now i want this to be gone from my life. pls help!!!
i have a better and bigger collection now (500gb). and i am just finding it hard to delete.

Hey Downthedrains! Welcome back!
Sorry that you didn't stay around last time as there is much to be gained from being here.
You say, 'bigger and better'. Hmm, I might agree with the bigger, but definately not with the better.
Anything that keeps this going in your life is definately not better for YOU.
First steps DTD. Awareness, acceptance, action.
You are at the action stage at present. And you know what that means.
Block access to all P! Don't keep any to tempt you in weak moments.
Make a game plan for yourself. Learn your triggers, and make plans for those times when you will be triggered.
Come here often and read and journal. There is much to learn here.
Wishing you strength in recovery DTD. Hope you stay around this time!
Jenn

[downthedrains]

Action:
Delete the dirty collection - DONE!!
Unsubscription from all dirty sites - DONE!!