Hiya's

[exteberria]

Well, to start with, I'm 22 now and my PA started around 10 years ago.

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As much as the little voice nagging in my head says it doesn't matter, it's fun, I don't like who it has made me become and if my life continues this way I will have no hope. I hope that I can find help here to try and get past this demon and hopefully get myself another chance with my SO.

Welcome Plushie. I would encourage you to check out my first post on tff, and also my journal. I have just turned 23, and I can really relate to what you wrote in your first post. I started out with p quite early as well, and like a lot of people - I just thought it was a bit of fun. Something of which in the last couple of years, I completely reject. The stuff's miserable and destructive plain and simple.

[IN NEED OF HELP]

Plushie

I am just writing this, hoping that you still get email when someone replies to your post.

If you do get this, I just want to say, that I hope you will consider coming back so we can help you. regardless of what happens in our relationship, we need to try to get this out of our lives. you are still so young, and you have a lot of life let to live.
And it will be so much better for you, if this addiction was not wrapped around you, and controlling you.

Recovery is your choice I know, but I just felt, that I wanted to let you know that we care about you, and we do want to help you with this addiction.

Hope to see you soon

Gerald