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[deepblue]

Hi Everyone,

It is deepblue here... male 29 years old.... I lately realised that I become addicted to porn... mainly reading porn stories and watching pictures. Just like everybody else for me it has bad results. The most important not feeling looking for a job. I am very well educated. Also reduced social life other negative stuff comes along with it.

I have been watching porn for more than 12 hrs a day without even bothering about liunch dinner, breakfast or food.

However now I made resolutions that I will overcome my this weakness.

I will greatly appreciate if someone who have gone through my state can help me. I tries to avoid it but ended up watching it again and again.

Guys I really need your help.

Regards
Deepblue

[Misty-Eyed Matthew]

You will not find a better place on the net for help & support. This site & people have helped me through some rough spots & I'm sure they can help you. I hope to see you around & read your story. I know you can do this or you wouldn't be here. You have taken the first step already. Again welcome.

[JenMac]

Hi Deepblue!
Again welcome to TTF! This is an awesome place for you to be! I am glad you have found us!
As Matthew said, there are many wise and caring people here who will offer you support and encouragement as you fight this battle that you have taken on. There are many who will know just what you are going through and who will be able to give you guidance from their own experiences.
You have taken a big step DB! A great step in moving towards a better life ahead. I am wishing all the best for you!
Read, read, read! I encourage you to start a journal in the recovery journal section. There is healing that can come from getting our feelings and thoughts out DB! There is power in that!
All the best DB!
Let the healing begin!
Jenn

[RootedinGod]

:D

Welcome,

You have already made the first step, realzing you have a problem and need to do something about it.

Glad your here.

[Borrowed Hope]

Hi Everyone,

It is deepblue here... male 29 years old.... I lately realised that I become addicted to porn... mainly reading porn stories and watching pictures. Just like everybody else for me it has bad results. The most important not feeling looking for a job. I am very well educated. Also reduced social life other negative stuff comes along with it.

I have been watching porn for more than 12 hrs a day without even bothering about liunch dinner, breakfast or food.

However now I made resolutions that I will overcome my this weakness.

I will greatly appreciate if someone who have gone through my state can help me. I tries to avoid it but ended up watching it again and again.

Guys I really need your help.

Regards
Deepblue

Deep Blue,

I'm still there with you. Addicted, and feeling like at any moment I will give into my urge. I would watch P movies before work, at lunchtime with my cellphone, and then after my wife would go to bed. Trust me, I know how you feel on the inside. As you're viewing it, the voice within you is telling you its wrong but the one that's feeding is telling you its ok. Almost like those cartoons with the angel and the devil. (sorry for the bad analogy).
My point friend is this, you've done the best thing you could. You registered to a site where no one will judge you, and will always be willing to help you no matter what. If you have fallen after X amount of days, then we'll be here to help you get back up. It's a process, and it will take time.
The next point is patience with yourself. There are urges, and sometimes the regret of it comes and attacks you. You might think its harmless to view pics again, but trust me, you'll put yourself on that shame spiral that has made us all feel disgusted with ourselves. Keep your head up along with your spirits. Together we will fight this my new found friend :)
As stated before me, start a journal I know it sounds silly, I thought it myself; but honestly it has helped. I've received some positive feedback that has helped me out on my time of need. Before I feel weak enough to give in, I visit the site and read.
I applaud you, and want to tell you you're a wonderful person for deciding to fight this. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Trust me.


Hope to hear from you again,
Borrowed Hope

[IN NEED OF HELP]

deepblue

First off,
Hello and Welcome to TTF

You have just now found a way to make yourself a better person. That is by YOU wanting to rid yourself of this problem. Anyone with this problem can overcome it. But we can only do it if it is in our HEARTS to do so. And by seeing you come here asking for help, it show that you do want the help. None of us here at TTF can cure you from this addiction. You are the one that needs to cure you. But what we can do for you here, is to give you as much ENCOURAGEMENT, and SUPPORT, that we can.

The one thing that you do need to know, is that this is not a one day cure with this addiction. We have allowed it to enter our minds and hearts, that it is now deeply rooted in us. So it is a ONE DAY AT A TIME with this addiction. You will see that each passing day goes by, and you havent allowed P to be in your life for that day, YOU WILL FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. Just take whatever steps you need to take to help yourself overcome this addiction.

The road we are all on here to recovery, is a very long, bumpy road. there will be many many good days, but you will still have the bad ones. But just keep it in you MIND and HEART, that you are determined to beat this battle with the addiction you have, and you will come out a winner

Good Luck with you recovery. i wish you the best with it.
just come here and read what others have gone through, and what they have done to help themselves.

[Cupcakemomma]

Hey Deepblue,
Everyone has already mentioned the important stuff, so I will just say welcome, and good luck on your journey.

[rosie]

Welcome!

You are in the right place, and I wish you much peace, clarity and love on your journey.
>:D<