To make a long story short

[ttfjoy]

Hello everyone,
I was excited to find out this place existed.
It is amazing for me to read things here. So many people are getting to the same conclusions.
I have been attracted to P almost from the first days of the internet. I remember days, when almost no one had internet at home, and I would browse through P in a high priced computer in the university.
I'm now 36 (about 16 years later). I am trying to get out for at least 10 years. Only recently I'm beginning to feel that I'm doing it. I've tried countless methods, while wasting hundreds of precious hours of my life, and not being honest with my adorable wife!
I was dwelling into the fantasy world of BDSM through the P. I think this was even more addictive than usuall P, because of the huge diversity!
I was wondering if anyone in the group had/has a similar problem, and would love to hear you opinons.
With gratitude...
JT

[OpenEyes]

Well, you are here and you are posting, and you seem to want to quit. But, why, other than the lost time? Have you come to the conclusion you are a PA? Have you taken the survey in the articles section? Have you lied to your wife about P? I am sure I am coming off as a pompous, self righteous rear end at the moment, but there is a point to it. This site if for porn addicts and theri significant others (PA and SO). IF that is what you are, the first step is to admit it.

As for your question, we do not talk about the specifics of the P we had viewed, in light of how it may trigger those who are seeking help here. Many of us, as we viewed P over the years, viewed more and more extreme things, due to becoming desensitised to the P we were viewing. Just read some of the PA Journals and you will see it mentioned many times.

If this is the right place for you, then we are very glad you are here, and are willing to offer advice and any help we can.

[Desert Ghost]

As for your question, we do not talk about the specifics of the P we had viewed, in light of how it may trigger those who are seeking help here. Many of us, as we viewed P over the years, viewed more and more extreme things, due to becoming desensitised to the P we were viewing. Just read some of the PA Journals and you will see it mentioned many times.

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As OE stated we never post specifics about The "P" viewed or used, out of respect for other member on this forum. An this is for two reasons, one it could trigger someone to relapse and two it could trigger yourself into wanting to act out. So, in saying that let me welcome you to TTF and if you are truly ready to start your journey to being P-free you will find a wealth of support and advice here.

[ttfjoy]

Thank you vry much for the support.
I humbly accept your remarks, and look forward to a better future.
o:-)