Hello

[Kaysa]

Hi, Im engaged to a PA (and also pregnant with his child) I told him last time was his final time and well...he did it again.

I know inside there is a man that wants to change, but its just hard to deal with his problem and to trust him again. I refuse to marry him till he does show me that he want to be clean - suppose insensitive for reaching his goals.

Anyways, thank you for having me and will see yall around.

-Kay

[Troubled Heart]

Nice to meet you Kaysa. I am kinda new here also, only a handful of posts so far. I just wanted to say that this addiction to P is not something that shouldn't be underestimated. I have found times that I felt as though there was nothing at all that I could do to fight the urges and a lot of times I gave in. Then I found TTF. Maybe you could introduce your boyfriend to us and we may be able to help him and you in this challenging time. Don't give up Kaysa, we are here for you and your loved one. Ask him to just give us a chance. Recovery starts at the beginning and never in between.:)

[Kaysa]

Thanks! And yes, I will tell him to make an account with yall as soon as he gets home from school.

Feel so much better, and only been here for about an hour. Hopefully, he can start to realize it is bad.

[dave42]

Kaysa, welcome! Glad you are here. I think one thing that is hopeful in your situation is that you already know about his addiction. With a lot of us, it's a huge secret, and talking to our significant others is either impossible or almost impossible. Good luck! I hope your bf comes here and reads some of the posts. It might help him a lot to know that there are a lot of people who are in the same problem. It's a terrible addiction, and I hope he can read some posts and see that he's not alone.

[Pandora's Hope]

hi, Kaysa!
I'm a newbie here, too, and the wife of a PA as well. I found this site before he did, but now he's joined, and says it's very helpful for him as well. I know it helped me a lot to realize I wasn't alone in this anymore.

Welcome!