Broken Rick

[Broken Rick]

Hello. My name is Rick, im 24, and on monday night i broke my girlfriends heart. For me it wasnt so much porn as it was cyber sex. Ive been doing it off and on since i was 14.

About 6 months ago i started playing a online game called Second Life. I use to play it long ago but stopped. Only recently did i pick it back up again. In the game i could be anyone and do anything. However my addiction finally spilled over into my real life, and i started growing distant from my girlfriend.

She eventually found out. I am tired of hiding this addiction and i am so scared that i ruined her life, my life, her family's life and everyone around me. I want to be rid of this addiction once and for all, but im afraid to do it alone.

Nothing kills me more inside then knowing I caused all this pain, and for that I am truly, and deeply sorry. I will do what it takes, go where i need to go, and talk to whom I need to talk to. Anything and everything.

[prena]

Hi My name is Richard but they call me Rick sometimes and I am broke to. I havent yet done cyber sex with anyone but I have seen a lot of p on the I and I hate it after I do it It really isnt a problem while I am doing it except I feel kind of funny at the time but like I am stimulated forever but it isnt so it does come to an end then we must face reallity maybe its just a cut finger maybe its just a fight with the spouse maybe its a big middle finger in the road or maybe its worse i dont know what you go through when your finished, but I would like to be the person I was before it had grabbed my mind and royaly destroyed me. God has set such beatiful women here on the earth very extremely beatiful to the eye and its like i must see every thing. I hope that someday that I win instead. I maybe have 5 days, I cant rember because I am so cunfused from it I hope that it will be a good day for bolth of us P free.