Realised I'm an addict

[spartan]

Blimey thanks for all the support peeps!

Sorry to say I have fallen off the wagon this week... I was away visiting relatives and skiing for a couple of weeks so no probs but then I came back and was tired, and thought that as I'd been without for so long a little look wouldn't hurt. Would it?

Of course I have been in a porn frenzy every night this week, including just now.

Five days of p and I'm sick of it again. I hate it.

Tomorrow I'll start the journal again.

[Azzdak]

Spartan - The description of what you're going through is almost identical to what I've been struggling with for over 10 years now. Particularly the search for 'The Perfect Image'. I've lost count of the times I've found myself at the end of a 2 hour P session, frantically searching only to find myself asking "What am I looking for? What do I expect to find?"

It may sound weird - but it's nice to know I'm not alone. You can do it Brother!