Hi

[EW55]

Hi TTF,
This is my first day on TTF. First let me tell all of you readers about me. First I am a female who has been struggling with pornography addiction for about a year now. I have been sober on and off during this time. I will go times where I don't watch porn for 2 to 3 weeks, and then I will crash and end up looking a porn 4 to 5 times a day. I am done feeling sick with myself. I hate the addiction. I am in a loving relationship, and my partner is so suppportive of me, and she deserves better of me. I thank god that this site is here. I know it will be a rough and hard road, but I am more than ready. I hope and pray that this will be the last round of my "rehab."
Thank you all,
EW55

[Abbie]

Hi, and welcome to TTF, glad you found us!

First of all I congratulate you for wanting to address your addiction, it's not an easy thing to do but you've made the first step.

There are many other addicts (PAs) on here who will be able to give you great advice and support as well as partners (SOs). May I point you in the direction of their recovery journals:

Recovery journals - TTF community forums

There is also a dedicated forum for women in recovery here:

Women in recovery - TTF community forums

I am the wife of a PA, so can tell first hand what a struggle the journey can be for an addict, but I can also see the rewards it is bringing to my other half on his road to recovery.

I wish you all the best!

[Jacinda24]

Welcome EW55! This is truly a most wonderful place for support and advice. Many responses to my journal have brought tears to my eyes and made me look at my situation in a whole new light. It is truly inspiring to be here. : ) I also advise you to start your own journal and read the journals of the other SO's and also the PA's. I welcome you again!