Need to vent

[james1980]

Hello All!
My vent is this, I am obsessed with my two fetishes, not so I put others in danger but I feel sometimes I put myself in danger. My wife knows about both and partakes in them.
Problem I have is that I want it like every day, so I jump online!
My wife knows how they turn me on, I just have no self control, I waste countless hours thinking about them and doing them, I wish that I would have never found a suppliment or another source for when my wife does not partake.
The first problem or fetish is *****. I have gone so far as being completely nude in public (woods) walking to a muddy field.
WTF if I would have been caught, what would I tell my kids, my wife, my job, venting to you guys is helping emensly.I have spent to much wasted time, alone, looking at girls doing this....
The second problem or fetish is ************. I have been aggressive towards my wife for not wearing them on my command (who the hell am I), I have bought and worn them to satisfy myself and they are uncomfortable as all get up!! My blessed wife owns a ********* and makes it special to accomodate me once in a while, but when in need, I hop online!
My desires have led me to looking at alot of "normal" porn and these people are kind of messed up, they have problems too, like me, but this is someones son or daughter, this person was once a little kid growing up, this crap ends!!!!!!
And my poor wife who busts her !@! every day trying to manage our house so our kids have it good!!!
It will stop and this site will help, when I get the urge I will hop on to TTF!!!
THANK YOU TTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11