[a moment of change]

I'm so glad I found this thread. I always felt very stigmatized being a young female addicted to P. Like I was even worse somehow because I was the "typical" person who goes through this sort of stuff.

And I do feel more feminine. For me, I think it's because when I'm not in my addicted stage, I feel as if my body, as a woman, is more cherished, and special. Maybe more innocent, so it makes me feel girlier.