[cmperry]

I completely understand, I too have been trying to fight myself from digging, I just have to tell myself it's for my own good. Regaurdless of weather I check up on him or not, when he starts at it again I just know it in my heart, things change and I just know the only reason I started digging was for conformation, err proof. But these things I know will never go away although I wish them gone constantly, it's a hard obsession to get out of as well, but doing it will only make us feel worse. I believe accountability is a must but surely with all these great women we have here we can come up with a constructive manner of doing so!