[HalfPint]

I hear yah dave. I know, right after I look at porn and masturbate I feel so afar away from God. I don't feel his love, I don't feel his warmth or his touch and thats exactly what I need. I have cried myself as well wishing for that feeling right after porn, because its like you almost feel vulnerable and alone, like theres nothing there for you or no one there for you, the feeling sucks. Thats one of the reasons why I'm trying so hard to stop, because when I'm not looking at porn I feel so much closer to God than I ever am while I am looking at porn.