Hi,
I just wanted to post tonight because I've got the raging horn and need to remind myself that I don't look at p anymore.
I've been really busy lately which is great since I am now 9 days clean ( a personal best). Tonight I have decided to stay at home in order to get an early night and some much needed sleep... only trouble is that I'm now bored and boredom is trigger number one for me. I'm also not feeling that hot so I'm in the mood to aimlessly surf the net.
This past week has been really great, genuinely the most productive week I've had in ages. I also met a gorgeous Galway Girl last night... being p free I was feeling really relaxed chatting to her and even though she looked amazing I really didn't have that horrible desperate 'I want to see you naked' feeling in my head. I just enjoyed her company. So I'm pleased about that because, as I've mentioned before, my attitude to women has been/is one of my main drivers for change.
On another topic... K9. I had installed it before but knew the password so predictably after a while I removed it. This time I have used a very lengthy method to store the password in an encrypted file at my university. It basically means that I can remove the block but I'd have to walk from home to campus and back twice! I think that ought to prevent any heat of the moment slip ups
Anyway as I said I just wanted to write something to help top up my resolve.
Hope you are all doing well,
T