[Vilema]

Well Dave, I think it's only natural that you're going to be emotional. Your addiction has caused you and your wife tremendous hurt and pain. It's okay to feel what you're feeling and to feel it deeply. Your tears will make you strong. I want to encourage you to take your wife seriously when she says that your tears are not hard to take. It's good for her and it's good for your relationship that you share your grief with her. That's what spouses are for..."in sickness and in health". You're 90 days free Dave. It's safe to say that you're well on your way to "health". I'm proud of you. Hang in there. Stay focused and embrace these changes. It's part of the new free life you deserve and at the journey's end - peace without guilt.