[Scooter]

Hi Fernandmagi,

Welcome to the forum. Thanks for a very open post. Even though we enjoy a comforting level of anonymity here, I can understand how that can't have been easy for you. I am gay, and I"m telling you this so you're aware that I am posting from a gay perspective.

First to comment on what has been posted here.
1) I dont think your problem is weird or strange. It's not the first time I've heard of it.
2) There is no section here for gay people. TTF in general is open and accepting of all people, regardless of there sexual orientation or religious persuasion.
3) Do you think you have a problem with porn addiction in general? I mean, if it wasn't homo-erotic porn you were looking at, would it still bug you ?
4) This thread has a lot of potential to turn into an irrelevant debate on whether or not its ok to be gay. I will try and stick to the issue here, which is gay porn addiction.

I am not saying you are gay and I feel the best advice I can give you is not to try and put yourself into any category or stereotypes. I have friends who consider themselves very straight, yet sometimes become curious about gay porn. They say every man, at some stage in their life is curious at least once. Try and be honest with yourself. Its very difficult for someone who hates the thought of being gay to grapple with the fact that they may be (and once again I'm not saying that you are). When you are walking down the street in real life, who is it that you notice (if anyone)?

Porn addiction is a big problem we are all confronted with, and you will find a lot of great advice here. But I think before we proceed with helping you, the most important question to answer here is: Do you want to stop looking at all porn, or do you just want to stop looking at gay porn?

Welcome again, and good luck.