[iblivin4givinru]

well every since i joined this site i have been on and off of looking at porn. to me it is pleasurable but everytime i look at it even more and more it gets more and more discusting and very disturbing to me. i mean how can people just let themselves be filmed having sex that is just wrong and very nasty. Many times i have been tempted and many times i have actually fallen to temptation. I love this site because people support others decissions that they make and they dont judge them for messing up.

i have messed up but now i am getting rid of the habit. i am starting to control my emotional and physical feelings that i get. i dont look at girls the same way of getting into their pants anymore i look at them like human beings and i notice that they want to be loved to like everyone does. i love that i am slowly pulling away from this addiction and i am finally becoming more happy and more suttle with my life. People have been helping me through this and helping me break this habbit. I have talked to many people and i have gotten GREAT advice that has helped me steer my life in the right direction instead of the wrong one. but the biggest person that has helped me through this is GOD himself he has kept me and given me the abbility to control what i am doing.

I just have to say thanks to everyone who has given me great advice.

Thanks and

God Bless, Wendell