Thank you showmelove!
But sadly, I have to say, that I've "failed" today.

I was at the gym, working out, but couldn't think about anything else tnan P.
Never happened before, not like that.
So I came home, my whife is out with her friends and I was, like, shaking and stuff...
It was really bad, so I did it. I MB to P today, and it makes me sad..
BUT! I went 21 days without doing it!! That shure is a breakthrough and a huge record
for me!! So this 21 days have been hard, but I've learnd alot!
So I wil start over again, day 1 tomorrow. I failed, but, I'm stronger than ever!
