| Accepting The Truth -
12-14-2007, 07:27 PM
It took me a long time to realize that I had a porn problem. I feel as if I have been dealing with this issue every since my early teens and I would defeat it, and then it will creap up again, then I will defeat it again and so on. I had a great time of success after I got married and my wife caught me looking at porn... this was a hard and humiliating experience but it gave me a reason to really want to stop. So months went by and I did pretty good. But I have been noticing the gap closing. Before I might go a month or two between episodes but now its getting closer to a weekly event. I finally realized that I need support and thats why I am here. I have felt that I couldn't really talk to anyone becasue of my own shame about the issue so I am glad that I hopefully now have a place to grow and be kept accountable. I am so ready to beat this thing........ |