[wolfadmirer]

It's Saturday night... and that means Im home alone. Naturally, most of the times that means I would have to look at P (I've checked a couple of other posts, and this appears to be the best replacement for the word, although I dont know why it is not explicitly stated...)
So..
I thought that maybe I should only write something instead of looking at it and..
*writing this is really hard*
I can sometimes go 3 weeks without it, but then the thoughts just come back. Maybe posting on a forum would help me? So far... 3 days sober...(...)

*I really don't know if this will help, but I really know I have to go ahead and try. I have been addicted to this for almost 3 years now.*