[Matt4:17]

I have to agree with Foolishmind here!

So, you relapsed! Ok, you'll let the guilt get to you! That shame eat away at you, to the point to where you say, FARK IT, I can't do this!!!!!!!

I know, I do the same at times!!!!

Well, that's the easy way out!

Everyday is a test, however, there are no right or wrong answers to this test! So then, how can you know if you did good on the test! Well, you alone would be the only one to know, cause your the one who's writing the test, and taking it! See what I mean here? You're in control of your life, and no one else! However, your still young enough, that you need to also understand, that counsel from others, parents, friends, teachers, is very important to take in at this time! Infact, this holds true throught life!!!

Don't take the whole, I control my life to the extreme, that you begin to dis others opinion and criticism! A fool is someone who does not listen to council!

You, are in light here, not a fool, cause you seek wisdom, and support from others!

So, back to the PA thing! I agree with Foolishmind, that you need a plan of action! Wouldn't it be a better feeling in the long run, to look back on your life and say, I didn't give my life to P, but to my friends, family members, and neighbors?

Go for it! The key is in your hands!

Listen to Lynard Skynards, Simple Man! I like to look for inspiration in music when I'm donw!

Keep going! A war is made up of different battels! Remember, the war isn't over, until one side concides!