So, you don't want to quit it?
But, the impression that I am getting here, is that you want too, and do for all the right reasons.
(Sometimes, I feel like Dr. Phill...You've Go To Take Control Of Your Lifffeeee!) Sorry, little side tracking never hurt,lol!
So, you want to quit P, because you feel the guilt afterwards, but the love of it weighs more than the shame of it? Am I correct in asuming this?
I know exactly what you're talking about! I have the same habbits when looking at it! not the HC stuff, but more or less it starts out looking at SC, then to more....anyway you get the point here!
Look, Dane, seems to me your confused! You love your wife, and you see how this is effecting your marriage.
Welcome to being an PA! When your ready, try looking in the mirror and saying to yourself, "Your addicted to P, and you want to quit!"
RLS, sounds to me an excuse! You can always MB, without P! Infact, that is a good way to slowly get your self unhooked of P!
As for you wife, you did right telling her! But, now, it's up to you to fulfill the promise you made to her! That you would quit looking!
Check this story out, it really shows how PA, is a two faced!
ThroughTheFlame.org - Overcoming porn addiction - Stop internet porn addiction - Help for porn addiction Blog Archive Men and porn - The Gaurdian
Good Luck, and stay with it! It's a battel that you'll be fighting for a long time! Just realize that it won't go away over night, in one full swoop of a healing hand!