Thank you so much! I can't believe this forum actually exists!
And you guys are amazing! You really seem to care and I think that will be important to me in this process! Thank you thank you thank you!
It's now june 4 and it's been three days without P, ore MB to P. It is going really well so far! And the thought of "letting you guys down" really makes me want to do this!
You recomended me to right a list, so here it is:
(I'm shure I will add things to it later) List: - Being home alone! Just the thought of it, makes me want to MB to P.
And it don't need to be a whole day, just an hour ore two.
- I see some pritty, lightly clothed girl on tv. Can be commercial or whatever.
- Being on the internet. Lots of temptations there offcourse.
- I work out a lot, so at my gym there are lots of beutiful people with smashing bodies!
- I go outside and I see a beautiful girl, specially here in the summer when the
clothes just get smaller and smaller.
- When I can't get to sleep because of my RLS (restless legs syndrom).
- When I'm tired, sick, sad etc... It makes me think of something else.
- When I'm in the store to shope and I get a glimpse of the P magazines even I try not to do.
I'm shure the list goes on, but that's all I can think of.
Thank you guys for cearing!