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Originally Posted by cyberpunk  Well, today is day 1 of being clean after a binge and I can tell you that I haven't experienced the positive benefits (which I am looking forward too). However, in my binge I have experienced the following:
- a diet consisting of pizza, donuts, soda, and fast food in general.
- my house is filthy. It looks like I haven't cleaned in weeks (oh yeah, I haven't)
- totally bummed out
- afraid to see my gf today for fear that she might ask me "how are you doing"
I am very grateful for this post though. Reading through it has given my encouragement to keep clean. I want to trade these negatives for that 20+ list of positives. |
Holy moly!
I just had to say that my place is a disaster, but I have been eating better ...
I can also identify the fear. Since I do not have a girlfriend that breathes and is 3-dimensional in almost 7 years, I have not had that specific fear!
But I do find the paranoia is like the one from weed, only milder.
I hate this stuff.
When I had 7 days, I felt really more confident and I had more pateince and tolerance towards others.