I'm not having such a good day today. Small things seem to be bugging me more than usual and I just feel stressed. I just want to escape the world, and I'm frustrated that the world of depravity I used to escape to when things got too much is no longer there.
Porn to me is such an escape. There's no other way (besides gambling... dont tempt me), that I can completely immerse myself in another world and switch off to the real one. I'm glad I have the porn filter on cos I would have probably just given up if I didn't. I need some cheering up
