Hello iblivin4givinru
I see where the relapse came here. I just read all your posts.
This was your first post:
http://www.throughtheflame.org/forum...much-help.html
In which you received some very good initial advice, on what to do, and what many members do, i.e. starting a journal etc.
What stands out to me here, is that you are asking for people to help you.
iblivin4givinru, NOONE can help YOU, Except YOU.
Everyone can SUPPORT you.
You need to ownership and responsibility. You need to be clear on where this addiction started, Why you think you watch it, What triggers you etc etc.
Why dont you try it, Start of by noting down a mission plan / Strategy.
Mission Plan Template
Be honest with yourself, as a PA, we are great liars, but if you lie to yourself, you will not succeed. So Chin up Chuck! and lets get focused!
Look forward to your next post, with a great plan, then will be happy to work it through with you.
All The best
FM