[Glass_of_water]

Thank you Avegan, I am ok (well ok might be the wrong term) but I will be ok.

I must say that my husband is trying really hard, but I guess after a lot of broken promises it is safer to not allow myself to feel anything towards him anymore, because everytime it hurts a little more.

For all the women who can stay strong and support your husbands through this, you must be amazing strong women, because I have always considered myself strong and independent, but this has reduced me to a point where I never thought I would be.