Welcome Wendell,
Joining this site is a great step towards beating your addiction. There
is a light at the end of the tunnel. I would recomend that you have a read around this site. Particularly I would recomend the journals of FM:
The truth is painful - but required - ThroughTheFlame.org - support forums and AE:
Three Hundred and Sixty-Five Days - ThroughTheFlame.org - support forums .
You
can beat PA but you have to start taking action. Write down everything that triggers you, no matter how trivial it may seem. Then write down what you are going to do to counter those triggers. Your faith is a tool that will help you succeed but you need to take action yourself. Take things one day at a time, the first day is usually the hardest.
The best of luck,
Ben