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05-31-2008, 02:24 AM
Hey Jane,
Don't be so tough on yourself! That's all I can really say! I slip up from time to time, and it's not as easy as it sounds!
This is really a test of character! I have a tough time putting it down too, even when I know that I want to stop!!! But, those urges just keep coming back!
I've quit ciggs, and believe me, I thought that was a tuffy, but this one...woah! Have faith though my friend, all works itself out in the end!
I have, what some call, an addictive personality, and I do! I'm an alcoholic, and PA. I feel though, I want to work on the PA thing first, then get my life sober! Sometimes, I just want to lock myself in a room for a week till I get over it all! I'm not a big addict, but someone who just feels they drink, and view P to much!
Your still young, and you have your whole life ahead of you! My advice, is listen to advice given to you! That's the only ever great free thing in this world that can stay with you forever!!!
As you read other peopls accounts here, you'll find out more and more, how PA hurst people, and those around them. It's serious stuff, that is not understood by the masses. I mean, some folks live the lives of others!
Just know, no one is perfect! If we all were, then what's the point of living then? There would be no room to grow, right?
Keep in touch! You'll make it!
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