[Newman]

Good for you for wanting to do the right thing. I think the best suggestion I can give you is that you need a plan. Consult the material on the home page of this website about how to get started breaking a porn addiction. If you are keeping porn around you should get rid of it, all of it, and make access to sources of porn as difficult as possible. Decide what you are going to do to avoid using porn when the impulse to do so hits. If possible it would be a good to enlist the help of someone you trust. Dealing with this problem is easier if secrecy is broken. This is a good site for getting ideas and resources for dealing with this problem. There are many other good sites that I'd encourage you to find and read. You've taken the right first step of recognizing the problem and wanting to change. I agree with hime that it will take concerted effort everyday for a while to get this under control. For some, professional help is required but others have been able to succeed without this. Whatever it takes, your life will be much better for overcoming this. Good luck.