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05-30-2008, 08:34 AM
Hi justme, In my experience I found myself looking at women and judging them according to how good looking I thought they were. I disliked myself for doing that because it relflected an attitude which is prevalent in society that only if you were young and beautiful were you important or valuable - which of course the majority of us are not, and all of us will soon not be.
Since I have given up the porn I see people differently, a person who previously I would have thought of as dour looking or unnatractive I now see in my minds eye laughing and smiling with their families or friends. For me it has had an amazing impact on how I view people and I am sorry for all the years I have been so shallow and superficial.
Maybe with time your body will revert back to what it should be, you need to give it some time.
Keep up the good work. 'By Endurance We Conquer' - Ernest Shackleton
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