[cyberpunk]

You can't expect yourself to be perfect. If you do then you will always fail...all of us will. Okay, you relapsed, and you are struggling with your exams...but you will be alright... and even if you failed every exam and had lots of problems with P...the sun would still rise tomorrow and give you another opportunity to do better. I know that it can be overwhelming but please trust me when I say that it will be better soon. Don't give up! If you need someone to talk to then PM me...I'd be glad to help you with the internet filter and making sure that you can set it up so it would be very difficult to get past.