[Jane]

My name is Jane. I just joined today. I realize that I am a porn/masterbation addict, but I don't know how to stop.
I started looking at porn at 14. At first, it was just stories, but now is is hardcore. I hate myself and what I do. I live at home, and I am always afraid to get caught, because my parents through my brother out for his addiction to porn.
I am in a relationship, but I don't know if it is real because it is so webbed with porn. I have to look at porn at leased 3 times a day to get through the day.
I want a better life from this. I want my life to be pure, and I want sex to not be my life, but a reward that comes with it.
I need help. But I do not have the resources not the money to do so. I need some ones help. I don't want to live this way anymore. Thank you for reading.
Jane